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Growth, Unplugged and Uncensored

by Angelo Michael

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1.
Dinner is on my plate But mother other says to wait I guess I’ll make my way upstairs To pass some time away... (wait!) A beating in the hall I wish that I was tall At least they say What doesn’t kill you is bound to make you strong My homeworks on my bed But I’m too damn depressed I’ll guess I’ll wack one off instead And do it tomorrow again My brother went to the park It’s getting close to dark I hope he comes home soon I don’t know where he’s been these days...
2.
You’re all alone You can’t go on You’re soul’s unknown You’re just a ghost You’re hearts on fire It drips with pain You’re lacking desire And you can’t explain You can’t go on You’re all alone When I look in your eyes I see the soul of a boy Who is scared of his own Mind, and tof he unknown And you seek out the answers In the form of escape While you’re pilin’ your problems On the top of your plate All alone You can’t go on And while you eat away your pain Your shame eats at you Because you live for escape And it’s your only pursuit So pile those problems on the top of your plate Over and over again Until no more you can take All alone, You can’t go on Now there's nowhere to run There’s nowhere to hide Except to that hole That you’ve dug deep inside You’re all alone You can’t go on You’re soul’s unknown You’re just a ghost You’re hearts on fire It drips with pain You’re filled with sorrow Pity and shame You’re all alone You can’t go on And you go through your day Without saying a word Because what you have to say Means nothing to the world why even bother? Why even try? I mean nobody gives a fuck Whether you live or die All alone, You can't go on And so you claw your wrists And you grip at your throat while you dream of the day You take it all away… The ultimate escape. You’re all alone You can’t go on. This night has gone on For way too damn long I am afraid I can no longer Keep pushing on You must push on You’re not alone You must push on Don’t give up There still is hope You must push on Don’t...
3.
I’ve had one too many… Apocalyptic dreams I’ve seen one too many... Apocalyptic films My window glows with hope tonight I hope that I Will come back home To tell them all of my embarks Of when I was Alone last night All my dreams They come to me in my sleep And all my fears They come to me when I’m dreaming I’ve had one too many.. Apocalyptic dreams I’ve had one too many Encounters with slimy aliens And i’ve had one too many Free falls from an aeroplane Yeah I’ve been in one too many… Hide outs from the government The search is on The waves are strong They'll wash our fears, right along It seems it was our fate all along All my dreams They come to me in my sleep And all my fears They come to me when I’m dreaming Yeah I’ve had one too many… Apocalyptic dreams I’ve had one too many Young deaths in the family I’m scared to close my eyes tonight Because I am scared that I Won’t come back alive And I’ve seen one too many… True love's gone indifferent... I’ve had one to many Good friendships gone to utter shit We can re-write all of the alphabet Right on through to our deaths The search is on, the waves are strong They’ll wash our fears, right along (It seems it was our fate all along) All my dreams They come to me in my sleep And all my fears They come to me when I am dreaming
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All I Need 05:24
Feet stuck in the water I don’t want to live like my father Feelings start to falter Get my feet out of this fucking water please Got my Feet pressed upon the pavement Because I and I, liife is worth more than a paycheck, You know Pen pressed upon the paper It’s not something that I could ever stray from No way The burn in my thighs The trees pacing by That’s what makes my life worth living Yea that fire in my eyes gazing the stars in the sky That’s what makes me feel so whole at night it’s all I need It’s the ground beneath my feet It’s all I need It’s the air I’m breathing Delving into divine creations It’s the ultimate unification, to I A pure form of meditation a medication, If you will Dissolving my deep down temptations what an incredible liberation Raising my spirits to a higher vibration The sun in my eyes Burning fires in the sky That what makes me feel so whole at night It’s all I need Is the ground beneath my feet It’s all I need Is the air I’m breathing And I don't wanna hear alternative solutions I’ve already come to a conclusion I’ve made my resolution Got my foot pressed upon the pedal So don’t you try and stop me I got my handle, finally The fire in my eyes Gazing the stars in the sky That’s what makes my life worth living it’s all I need Is the ground beneath my feet It’s all I need Is the air I’m breathing
6.
Been on my grind And i got my shit together Nothing can stop me now I’m feeling light as a feather I’m Feeling on top I’m Feeling like rockstar That's when i got a knock (tap tap) on my front door Oh, my god, I swear that I have been here once before and I, I told myself I would never go down that road, again But here you are, knocking on my door You see, every single day, I strive to be a better man But you always come around And fuck up my master plan I’ve been praying to my god But sleeping with the devil Whos come to knock my spirits Down another level But I say Nonono I won’t go don’t that road Wontcha leave me you alone You ain’t worth my soul That’s when she said Come on, open up And just let me in Let me give ya a taste Of my red laced lips Come on, open up And just give in I know you can’t resist My sweet devil's kiss Oh, my god, I swear that I have been here once before And I, I Swore to myself I would never go down that road, again But here you are, knocking down my door Nonono! Let me give ya a taste of my red laced lips... Nonono Won’t ya leave me alone! You know you can’t resist my sweet devil’s kiss… Nonono I ain’t going down your road! Let me give you a taste of my red devil lips... Nonono you aint worth my soul! You know can’t resist my red laced lips... Nonono won’t you leave me alone! You know you can’t resisit my sweet devils kiss... Nonono! Why don’t you shut your mouth and stop being a bitch… Nonono! Let me hear you say it now, Six six six Oh, my god I know that I have been here once before And I, swore to myself I would never go down that road, again But here we are, fucking on my floor You gave in again you dirty fucking whore Now it’s too late, I got a little taste Cue the chase, I’ll do whatever it takes Yeah I’m a slave to you now, I will do whatever you say Even if it means I throw my life away Because... I’m a fucking addict And I can never get enough of it And i’m failing all my classes But I couldn’t even give two shits And I don’t even remember name And I’m just one big mess of self-pity and shame And I swear that I don’t feel quite the same As when you came around and you knocked upon door.
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Seventeen years Never even happened You came and then you left Without your stripes to show it In Seventeen years A lot can happen But you came and then you left Where are your stripes to show it? Birdies in the hallway There is shit on the rug Mother throws a tantrum Don’t go looking for a hug One more bowl of cereal When you think you’ve had enough A beating in the hallway Why do you think you're tough? Neighbor was at the side door Gladis was there to say It will all be okay now Go outside and play Seventeen years Never even happened You came and then you left Without your stripes to show it In Seventeen years A lot can happen But you came and then you left And ya got no stripes to show it One quick catch before ya head to mass Face full of grass Toke one up before ya head to class You think you're so badass Smokin in the backroom Jumpin off the loft Brother was in the bathroom He left the door locked Whack one off or three times Cue that sense of shame Best friends in the basement High on MaryJane (Don’t tell my mom) Seventeen years Never even happened You came and then you left Where are your stripes to show it? Wait No you did not miss out Listen to what I am saying You’re better off how you are now Than you were back in those days You're better off how you are now Than you were back in those days Yeah you're better off how you are now Than you were yesterday Seventeen years A did happen You came and then you left Sure got your stripes to show it
9.
Dear I, 04:29
When you pack up your life to start anew You find out some things to be true Like you are stronger than you once knew Oh, how you have grew And you may have your shortcomings That’s okay. And you may make many mistakes. Don’t you worry Sometimes you have to work with what you have Sometimes you have to work with what you have somedays you may not be feeling just right Youll get through it And sometimes you may feel like you are not good enough Don’t you listen And some days you may not feel so pretty That's okay And some days you may not feel so tall But don’t you know you you're gonna overcome it all Sometimes you have to work with what you have When you can’t find your phone And it comes time to welcome a spirit into this world Got no time to waste, got a connection to make I guess I’ll get acquainted in the spiritual plane Sometimes you have to work with what you have I and I, disconnected in the digital mode But I feel connected in the spiritual world Were separated by physical space But I feel your presence in the spiritual plane And I don’t know I name that’s okay Yeah, I don’t know I name But I’ll get a acquainted with the sunrise in the spiritual plane Dear I, Welcome to the first day of your life Dear I, Welcome to the first day of your life You may change your passions And that’s okay You may change your entire direction in life Just know You can be whoever you want to be That who you ought to be. And someday’s you may forget to brush your teeth That's okay And you will surely lose your keys Trust me And sometimes you’ll feel like an infectious disease And other days you’ll just be out to please And life will knock you on your hand and knees Begging you please take me But don’t give up the fight give it all you got Because this life is all you got And you must shine you were born to shine And some nights may drag on for way too long And you’ll feel all alone And like you can’t go on But know that sun will rise Dear I, Welcome to the first day of your life Dear I, Welcome to the first day of your life Oh how you will grow
10.
Don’t give up the fight You worked so very hard Don’t be scared You know, the world is on your side I can’t believe this is happening right now I pulled my hair and I filled my head with doubts I can’t believe this is happening right now The more you climb the more you get to ride out Don’t give up the fight This life is all you got Don’t give in You spent up too much of your time I can’t believe this is happening right now I pulled my hair and I filled my head with doubts I can’t believe this is happening right now The more you climb the more you get to right out Don’t give up the fight This life is all you got Never give up the fight You’re everything you got Yeah, never give up the fight It’s your one and only shot And ya don’t even know ya might It’s been hidden deep inside I can’t believe this is happening right now I pulled my hair and I filled my head with doubts I can’t believe this is happening right now The more you climb the more you get to right out I can’t believe this is happening right now The darker the night, the brighter seems the morning light..

about

Growth, Unplugged and Uncensored, is a concept album that is based on the story of my personal growth. The setting begins in my early adolescent years in New Jersey and leaves off at graduation weekend, in Burlington, VT. The release of this album is a huge step forward for me, not necessary because it is publishing 10 original tracks, but because it was a chance to confront a couple of my weaknesses, one being my habit to leave projects on unfinished. Having an album based on the theme of growth is something that I’ve thought about doing for years, so actually completing it is a dream come true, and inspiration to conquer more projects. The other weakness I had to confront in order to release this album, is my reluctance to expose my vulnerabilities. It definitely can be a bit unsettling to release a project that shares so much about yourself at once, but it’s also freeing to not care. There are some pretty sad songs in this album, which I wasn’t a fan of at first, but they are certainly an important part of this album, because sometimes you need some darkness to truly appreciate the light.

Because this piece of art is, as far as I can think of, the most personal project I’ve worked on, I thought it would be an appropriate time and place to show thanks to everyone that has been there for me to help me grow, both as a musician and as a person, because I know for a fact that I wouldn’t be anywhere without yall. And It doesn’t matter to me whether or not you like my music, your support to me as person is what has mattered most. The list is pretty damn long, so if you don’t feel like reading it I’ll summarize it by saying that there has been an overwhelming amount of amazing people in my life that have lifted me; from family and friends, to acquaintances, to the wider community, and I am very grateful for you all. So, if you have had any impact on my life, as small or as large is it may be, thank you.

First off, thank you to those who directly contributed to the album: Ethan, for graciously offering to help me record this album, and for all the time and effort you put into the mixing and production. It was an awesome experience and I am absolutely stoked on the way it turned out. Thank you Haley, for putting together such a beautiful piece of art that fits the album so well. And thank you to Bella, for driving up from Montpelier to lay down some sick vocal licks on track number six. You all deserve all the success you desire in your respective pursuits. And to those the that offered their help for this album, you know who you are, thank you, too. It’s an honor to have the support of such talented peeps, and I don’t doubt the album could have been enhanced with your musicianship, but I ultimately decided to keep it simple, and to use this as chance to reexplore my instrumental side, which I have neglected since getting more into songwriting. It certainly was a humbling experience, I’ll say, and I am glad that now I have learned what I need to work on.

Now, to those that were not directly involved in the album: first and foremost, thank you to my loving parents, who have been there to support me and my ambitions no matter how seemingly ridiculous, and sometimes dangerous, they can be. I love you both so much. Thank you to my three older brothers Adrian, Alex, and Andrew, who have been such great friends and role models throughout my life, each in their unique own way. I believe it is so important to have mentors in your life to help you grow and develop, and I couldn’t have been more lucky to grow up with three of the best. Thank you to my little sister, Robin, always one of my biggest fans, best friends, and greatest inspirations. You are a badass, Ra.

Thank you to all my extended family, family friends, and all of those who have been a part of Sunday’s at Aunt Dale’s. I am so blessed to have had that growing up, and it is not something I ever want to take for granted. Love you all. Big thanks to my cousin, Gabriel, a lifelong mentor, and my first musical inspiration. You were always such a cool and wise role model, and I cherish those memories staying up late in hitting the studio with you. Thank you to Gladis for being such a bright light throughout my childhood, and all you have done for us.

To all the peeps back home, thank you for all the kick-ass times during all those years in Monty, all the beach weeks, and all the times in Brunswick the last few years. And to those who have stuck around Jersey, thank you for always welcoming me home with open arms. Your love and support means a ton to me. I owe a special thanks to Steve, my best friend throughout adolescence, who has been there for me through thick and thin. Love you, dude. Thank you to Danny D. and the Dinapoli’s, for all their goofiness and hospitality they gave me growing up. I know we haven't spoke in years, and you might not ever read this, but nevertheless, you were a big part of my life.

Huge thanks my friends I made this summer in the Cape, especially Haley and the Landon brothers, for showing me the ropes in a new place and having my back throughout it all. Specific thank you to Lando for inviting me to work out there. It was truly an epic experience, that lead me to this point today.

Next, thank you to all my friends from Burlington/UVM. The awesome people here are the reason I stayed in school and why I came back for most of this Fall. Thank you to the homies in Germaine for your hospitality during my stay here the past couple months. I am grateful to have you guys in my life. Shoutout to all the members of Guitar House and CME. It was an absolute blessing to have had the opportunity to live amongst such kind, incredibly talented, and inspirational people, and I am no doubt a stronger musician and person because of you all. The memories, all the things I learned, the events: there is no other way I would have wanted to do my college experience. You all are such skilled mofo’s, and I really hope you keep playing music.

Big thanks to my good friend Andre, who was my first (informal vocal coach), during that freshman year songwriting course. Thank you for inspiring me down this path and helping me find my voice. Thank you to Max, Russell, Jacob, and Dustin from Apocalyptic Paradise, for all the awesome times we had in the practice room, the Fletcher basement, raging at the amp, etc, and thank you for believing in me as a lead vocalist, and for giving me that opportunity to grow as a singer and performer. Who knows, maybe we’ll have rageunion one day (now ya do what they told yuh ;)). All the other musicians at UVM, thank you for your inspiration and support, and special thanks to those that participated in Amps at The Amphitheatre. It is mind boggling how much talent I’ve been surrounded by the past few years.

Next, thank you to everyone in the broader community, who spread kindness and positivity. Almost everyone I’ve met here has been nothing but kind to me. And even if we don’t really know each other that well, or even if we only met one time at party, in which I may or may not remember, it is the good vibes and encouraging words that you guys have provided that have really helped me get to a better place. And I know I’m not always the friendliest person, as I tend to be in my own world half the time (I am working on it), but know I appreciate the love. Lastly, huge thanks to everyone who has supported me while street performing in Burlington, Vt this Fall. To those who don’t know, that was how I supported myself during my stay here, so my belly thanks you, too. And not just thank you to those who donated, you know, to be honest, a smile can be just as valuable sometimes. Especially during those moments when you might not be ‘feelin it’. It’s been a dream come true being able to support myself doing what I love, and I am excited to see what the future holds.

Much Love.

credits

released November 11, 2017

Credits:
Lyrics and Music-Angelo Michael
Mixing/production- Ethan Silver Wheeler
Artwork- Haley G. Burgess (haleygburgess.com)
Vocals during bridge of Track 6- Isabella Sances

Recorded in the Southwick Hall studio, coincadently the same building in which I began my first college course, Exploring Songwriting 001

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